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Forgiving my husband for the pain he caused me is something I have been struggling with.  I have been doing intense Reiki self-healing and getting ready for my new Reiki business, trying to figure out the balance of still doing my full-time job and start my own business. One thing is evident, I need to let go of some of the old stuff that I had been struggling with and one thing I chose is to let go of the affair that consumed me. 

During the month of August I was consumed with anger and sadness, I feel as though it set me back to the beginning of the self-healing that I was fighting through since the death of my mother in January. I have decided that I am going to cherish the lessons that I have learned from this happening to me and realize how much strength I have from this experience. I am going to embrace the fact that I am releasing myself and the act of healing is taking front page of my life. I am forgiving him from my heart and soul. 

I have essentially used Reiki to get through my husbands emotional affair and it is freeing me to love again. 

I am making the affirmation that I will embrace my joy and happiness I will release the destructive and unhealthy thoughts that come with the affair.


Happiness is within me and I am going to continually live with the fact that this happened but I chose to let it stay where it happened and to move on from it a stronger, healthier and happier person than I was.  

Before deciding to move in this direction the fear held me back and kept me in the moment of discovery it was an exhausting place to dwell, I constantly lived with the destructive thoughts that keep infusing me with anger towards my husband and his actions. Now I realize I was keeping myself from healing. I am thankful for this opportunity to move forward in my life and fill the space that was taken up by this event with new and loving events. 

Forgiveness doesn’t come easy it has taken me almost five months of highs and lows to arrive here. But I now know with certainty that I forgive him, and I am moving on. 


2 thoughts on “Forgiveness..

    Michaela Wiley said:
    December 28, 2013 at 9:56 pm

    Wow you are so very strong to let go and forgive. Forgiveness is definitely something I’m not great at. Fear and anger put such an incredibly heavy weight on your heart. I hope that letting those things go and the Reiki give you all the strength you need to open up your business while still working full time. I tried to do reiki a few hours a week alongside my full time job when I used to work 40 hrs/week and it felt so difficult. Good luck to you. Hugs, Michaela

      Chelmy responded:
      December 29, 2013 at 5:56 pm

      Thank You Michaela. I am free now of the heavy burden of pain that was my partner for such a seemingly long time. Since deciding to forgive him the space between us has grown calmer and more manageable. I have been sending a lot of Reiki to the moment I found out; I am certain that has a lot to do with this position in which I currently find myself.

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